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Quotes

You think all is well, then she walks right past.

You think all is wrong, then she smiles at you.

Let one person determine the way you feel and you will soon hate yourself.

Songs

There you are
as always
walking along, with a smile
on your face,
You are innocent and gorgeous
Beautiful and sweet
If you only had a clue
That...
I want you, I love you
more than anything I've seen
no matter what you do
you can't escape my mind
your prison is my heart
and the key is gone away
unknowingly
you break me into two
you play games with my heart
games with no end
games I can't win
games I never will
because
I want you, I love you
more than anything I've seen
no matter what you do
you can't escape my mind
your prison is my heart
and the key is gone away
and you don't know
and you don't care
you walk along
you tilt your head
you start to grin
you kill me again
but theres nothing else
I'd rather see
than you staring,
smiling back at me
If you knew me
you'd hate me
but that would do nothing
to change my feeling for you

I don't know how I can explain
The way you make me feel
Each and everyday I live
I always think of you

(chorus)
I don't know just what it is I feel
Your beauty takes my breath away
I don't know what it means

In my mind I see
In my heart I feel
Something beyond imagination
Something I could never dream of
(chorus)

Poems

What are you thinking
Do you really know
you put up a front
you put on a good show
but what are you saying
what do you know
freedom is not the end
it's not the start
it's just the middle of a cycle
that we didn't start
but freedom is the goal
what the people want
you please the eye
because the mind is blind
we cannot see
what it is you try to do
you lie
you cheat
for the "American Way"
but that way is lost
its gone
killing's now fine
who needs defense
we are friends to all
even those whom we hate
your values don't matter
they put food on the plate
that I pay for
that you get free
you don't work
you just play
then its HELP! you cry
and then I pay
but its all good
cause you're happy
and I'm not
but who cares about me
I'm not needed
I supply my needs
but without me
what would you do
you'd have to work not play
but its equal that way
we all work
we all play
we live
we die
we fade away
we all leave a legacy
unless you take
unless you hate
but if you could have made one change
just one thing for your gain
you would say you wanted more than you had
more junk for free
that it's my fault you died
because I wanted to be free
that I fought to keep my money
and not give it to you
and uphold my morals
and look down on thee
because you wanted all you could get
but couldn't care less
about anyone else
who's stuff you would get
just so long as you got it
so long as you're the best
then all's well with the world
in your little head

You take away the dark of night
You're as bright as the sun
But soon you're out of sight
And leave me alone with my mind
Now its darker than before
Until the morning comes again
Until I see the sun

how are ya doing
or so everbody says
fine you reply
but you know its not
you'd rather be dead
why must it be this way
but then who am I to complain

they say beauty is only skin deep
I say why does it hurt so much
why do you make me feel this way

I'm a fool
I can't take it anymore
I'm a loser
Get out of my mind
I don't want to cry the night away again

Please come with me
I hope you can see
That I need you now more than ever before
And I don't know
If you even care
Whether I'm here or I'm gone
And I'm so lost
I'm so confused
Look how the sun shines on your hair

And I still love you
And I still want you
I need your hand, here now to hold
And I can't keep from hoping, no I can't keep from hoping
That it is me, that you still love

And I don't know
Whatever went wrong
Please let me have a chance once again
Just what is it?
And why do you?
Keep doinmg this thing to me
And I'm so lost
I'm so confused
But you're still happy
At least that's something

And I still love you
And I still want you
I need your hand, here now to hold
And I can't keep from hoping, no I can't keep from hoping
That it is me, that you still love

I don't know if you're here
I don't know if you're gone
I don't know what you're thinking
I just know how it feels and

That I still love you
And I still want you
I need your hand, here now to hold
And I can't keep from hoping, no I can't keep from hoping
That it is me, that you still love

You're so very dear to me

And I still love you
And I still want you
I need your hand, here now to hold
And I can't keep from hoping, no I can't keep from hoping
That it is me, that you still love

Please come back
Please don't go
I don't want to let you be
What's the reason?
Please tell me why
I wish you wouldn't make me cry
You break my heart
But that's ok
I don't get this game you play
But it is hasn't changed my mind at all

And I know, yeah I know, that I still love you

did you ever let the world slip through your grasp
did you let time move things too fast
have you eve looked and seen
that nothing's where it's meant to be

and I can't see it coming
or has it done gone by
everything is flying
and nothing is moving at all

I don't see a way for me
to take it all in again
and have you ever wished
that everthing would end

what makes us go wrong
the wrong sees it mostly right
right sees it mostly in error
I think its crap
sure it ain't fair
gotta waste another night
have to write one more song

gotta get over it
never wanna live it down
gotta get over it
ain't nothing matter here

never been there
will I ever be?
why I wanna go there
why's it gotta be this way
help me find a way to leave
drop in drop out
everything seems fake now

dude you're lame
now I gotcha
just play your games
but why'd you ever
care what they say
it never gets better
if it never gets worse

Take me away
I don't want to live another day,
Let me out
The path is blocked
The gate is shut
The door is locked
The dragon comes
To take me away
Shot through the heart
With a black arrow slain
The princess tried
She tried to help, but she gave up
She ran away
Now it's her fault
That I rot in this cell

Dreaming a dream's a pleasant thing
If only I knew just what they mean
The one thing I don't understand
Is there's more than good in my dreamland
There are many things of which my heart might wish
Yet most my dreams don't make the list
On these I look with fierce disdain
It seems they only cause me pain
But sometimes when I dream of you
That's a dream I wish were true
I'm reminded of the friends I have
And how much I miss the time we had
I hope one day we'll be together
I wish that time would last forever

It's no surprise
The way light sparkles in your eyes
You've got to try to hide
The sadness that's inside
I wish that you could see
The love Christ has for you
You've let the darkness hide
The light that you once let shine through
He'll take you by the hand
And make the old brand new
Then you too will understand
What angels wish they knew
You're positive that you want more
But you're tired and dead and bored
Now you've given up all hope
With nothing left to prove
You just hide behind the lies
You're certain must be true
And you're just left lying there
Broken, lonely, and a fool
We're both completely certain
That there's something more within you
I think it's time that you snap out of it
It will be difficult but you can
You've got to learn it doesn't matter
If you don't have a plan
Everything that happens
Is directed by God's plan
He'll open up the doors
That are locking you inside
A light that rests upon a hill
Surely cannot hide
If you'll try you'll find the way up
You've got nothing left to lose
Maybe then a day will come
When you're preaching the good news
There's nothing like the peace of mind
Knowing Christ will carry you
And when your last day comes
And you're lying on the bed
You'll find you new reason
To be glad you'll soon be dead
And eager for your new life
In heaven with Jesus Christ

I once saw a bird fall over the moon
He let go of the sun far, far too soon
That nasty Lunar moth flew by and laughed
I saw he did naught but avoid it's path
That's a horrible thing to do, sir moth
Oh tell me, How could you just laugh and watch
The sweet, kind bird he was a friend to thee
And now you've let him fall into the sea
The sly cat remembers the day you cared
How you ask? well of course that chap was there
Oh please just shut up and go fly away
Isn't it time that you go save the day?
But there are new things of which I cherish
Why should I care if the bird should perish?

I can't tell you anything
All I know is she's annoying
No one tells me what I like
I just listen to the hype
What do I want?
Ask those who tell me
What do I need?
When will you stop asking me?
I can't get out
I can't escape
I just have to get a date
And then I'll be happy
Because no one will laugh at me
Who wants personality?

Separate from the spirit
The body starts to die
Separate from the air
The birds no longer fly
If you think you can explain
Your thoughts have been misguided
Once you know you've lost something
It's time to try to find it

Drip drop
A squirrel hops
Chitter Chatter
Distracts the batter
Lock stock
Ticks the clock
Coggle Woggle
Watch me hobble
Him Haw
Break the law
Hidy Hody
Will you show me?
Better Butter
Do you love her?
Biff baff
What a laugh

I don't know what makes me sad
All I know is I feel bad
But still I laugh
Even though I cry
It's only human to want to die

When you dance, dance with all your might
When you sing, make yourself be heard
When you run, keep on until the end
If something's wrong, do it again

And one day you will overcome
When it seems that all is done
When all is lost the fun begins
Don't lock the doors shut from within

Open up your heart, let other people see
Everything you're going through
And what it means to be
An island in the ocean
Or a bird without a flock
In the middle of nowhere
With no desire to walk

Find someone to carry you
And turn your world around
You've got to keep your light from fading
If you're lost you won't be found

Here it comes
Oops! It's gone
Looks like you made it fly away
But how sir?!
I do declare!
It's not got wings
Just underwear!
It can't fly
That's a crock!
May your body bloody rot!
Now watch your tongue
You sassy lad
I'll show you just what it had
Big pink flowers
That taste sour
And wings that are a crimson red
You lie sir!
Where's the truth
Your misdirection is uncouth
Hey looky there!
It has returned
Ah-HA! I've caught you now
And your mother is a cow

I want to drift away
Into the sky so gray
Where have I been before
I've crept up to the shore

The waves have carried me
Far out into the sea
From that place I have seen
Everything that you mean

I looked and I got swept away
Swept straight into harm's way
Still my heart has stayed behind
I'm left lost within my mind

And I don't know how I got there
I don't know where to go
I've just left my feelings bare
But nothing I do will make you care

Slowly we will drift apart
And I"m left here, without my heart

The green leaves are falling
The dead things are dying
Everything's the same

It's time we started living
doing more than dying
It's time to live what you believe

You're complaing is worthless
Get off your mountain
You're just as pathetic
Maybe you're worse
On our own we're all worthless
So you'd better remember
You're not the only one on earth
You need God, as much as the wicked
Or have you forgotten?
That's what we are

We know where we came from
But you don't know where to go
Your foolish pride will lead you nowhere
It's time you forget what you don't know
Stop looking for the problems
And the answers will appear
You're convinced that everything is wrong
When what you make is what you fear

I've got a bunny for a friend
A little white bunny and
It's got a pink bow
I wish I could take it
Wherever I go
For who needs anybody?
When you've got a bunny
You're good to go

I'm not running away
I'm not running away
I'm not running away

Show me where you want me to go
Take me to the place you know
Tell me what it is I need
Why'd you take her away from me?

I'm not running away
I'm not running away
I'm not running away

I can't stand it
I hate it
I want it to end
I don't want it
I hate it
It happens again

I guess it's not so bad
It's nowhere near the things I had
Maybe someday I'll be found
By someone who won't just throw me down

The mountains in the distance loom
The dark clouds beckon night
Lightning strikes, red glows the moon
The river has turned to fire

Love is burning burning burning
Hate is what's returned
Every dragon has it's soft spot
Soon everything is dead

The illusion must be stopped
An arrow's pierced the heart
The army has been lost
Surely they've fought hard

But good will overcome
When everything is gone
If love goes unanswered
All will be undone

Someday hope will come

If you sugar coat the bitter
You make the wrong look right
Flip the switch and turn the light on
But you can't hide the night
You've got to fly across the ocean
You can't make it dissappear
The tighter that you try to hold on
The more you lose what's dear

Off a distance in the sunset
A place exist that can't be seen
To and fro, the caterpillars cart you
As you drift in and out of dreams

The dreams are of a pleasant sort
And often they come true
There there is no sorrow
Fighting is not found
For the caterpillars make the dreams
And they are dreams of you

Monsters come but do not stay
The colors all are pure
The true beauty of the place
Is that everything is real
It's certainly quite hard to find
No doubt that that is true
But when they get there, they will know
For they are dreaming dreams of you

The little white rabbit was in a rush
The squirrel got stuck in a thorny bush
That's when the dinosaurs decide to play
Oops, you're right, they've gone far far away
Slow down white rabbit, what is your hurry
Oh, why must you run in such a flurry
I promise you, it's not really that bad
At least, that is what the dinosaurs said
No, I promise they're not gone forever
You must remember they're awfully clever
Dear rabbit tell me everything that's wrong
When you are with the squirrel you are strong

If you have all the answers
Then why's you're life a wreck?
Because noone is perfect
I listen to what you say
I feel lost without you
I've got to make it on my own
For soon, I know, you'll go away
I only hope that day's delayed

I want to lash out violently
let out what's inside of me
I want to run until I throw up
Make these people grow up
I'll bloody my face until I'm fed
I can't wait until I'm dead
But not everything is bad
There's just little here to make me glad
Get the heck away from me
She ain't your freaking property
You'd better get down off of it
What makes you want to act like this
Tell me who gave you the right
To Run and hide and never fight
Then go off and talk and make out
You have no clue what you're about
It's time you got yourself a life

Skippity Skoppity, Like a doggity
What does it mean, what does it mean
Flissity Flossity, Like a faucety
But why does it drop, when does it stop
It doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense

Trippity Dippity, Like a kittity
Get over the fence, get over the fence
Hippity Happity, Like a rabbity
You don't know why, but you still cry
It's all worthwhile, it's all worthwhile